I shouldnt have let anyone in. I should have kept it all a secret. I wish he didnt know anything. I wish I didnt take those pictures. I wish, I wish, I wish. That's all I can do, because he knows, and those pictutres are sent. To be honest, I wouldnt be suprised if he was on their side, trying to completely ruin my life.
It's like, after being a college student for a night, you're completely different. I wish I could take back May, and talk to you. I'm going to miss you. But I think i've already lost you.
I wasnt mad at you, V, for stalking my FB. I wasn't even mad about you being a creep and adding my friends, but jesus christ, did you REALLY have to add and talk to HIM? The one guy, you KNOW means a hell of a lot to me. I can't believe you did that.
Alright, look. I do take things to hard. I'm too dramatic, I try to hard. I tell people too much. But fuck. I do it because no one in my rl actually care anymore. So please, just tell me you care. That you're here for me. No matter what.
Four more days, then I have a week off. I'm actually excited for the first time in forever. Fuck you guys.
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