I miss you. Did you know that? I'm so mad at you for doing this to me, yet I know when you come back i'll act like nothing is wrong. Just because you mean that much to me. You're putting me through hell here.
Bowling was just blah. I don't want to go to the EX. I'm so nervous and so scared, it's terrible. I want to die.
I'm also really mad at myself for not trying to lose weight sooner. I mean, dude, if I ate 1000 calories a day and walked every other day starting last December, i'd be smaller then I ever wanted to be by now. But i'm too much of a fatass. al;skfjalsfj
I'm going to hide in my room and look at skinny people all day tomorrow. I'm so completely done being this gross. fuck.
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